Stop.
I feel your eyes
Unseen
Watching
Weighing
Measuring
I hear the scratching of your pen
As you record everything
Inside of me
Invading everything
My darkest secrets
The horrors of my soul
Open for the heavens to see
The shame of what I know
To be in that book...
There are no words to
Express my horror, my
Anger
It shames me to the core
Leave me alone
I hate knowing there is
One who supercedes
All
It isn't fair,
It isn't right
I am filled with
Paralyzing horror
Knowing my soul is
Invaded
Every second
Every minute
Every hour
Every day.
I hear you laugh
As you watch me when
I am by myself
Knowing all of me is
Written
I wish the flames to
Consume me
To take the book of my soul
And burn us both
Out of existence.
